I wish i could've known everyone better. But i guess it's too late, geoff's already gone. everyone else bound for college...they leave soon...wish i could've known them better. I get to be a senior, and all i can think about is going away to college next year...i wish i was going now, so i could be like them and leave. Except that i want to go with *them*, where they're going, so i won't actually be without them for the rest of my life... holy shit, that's right...i'll probly never see them again. Just thinking about all the time i could've spent sitting with them at the bungalow listening to them, all the crazy conversations... i am so going to miss that... listening to the boys. just being around them all made each day better, more fun... there's not anything else in the world i could possibly think of to spend my time doing.
it depresses me SO much to even think about not hearing their voices everyday. not hearing the all-too-catchy music from smash...it's so much fun to watch them get all worked up over it.
dammit, can someone take me to college with you??? no, better yet, no one go to college yet...everyone wait untill next year, and we can all go together to the same college...wouldn't that be perfect.
I guess i kinda got it made. I'm going to college with my best friend.

I dont know what else to say. I luv you all.